How did my day just go from bad to worse….

Had the longest day at work with it not being busy. Only to leave the store to it raining so much it flooded with hail stones as big as tennis balls and cracked my windscreen. This is just adding to my already anxiety filled problems, of never getting a job within the legal field, I don’t know if I’m going to get to see the world, I’m scared about my sister and everything going on, I’m scared that I’m going to fail at life because I’m numb and haven’t really done anything with my life. I’m just here.